not blogging about him

I've refrained from blogging because everything I want to say is about him-and that would be boring for you to read right?- (continues anyway) he left everything here, his car, his clothes, his guitar. Sometimes I forget that he's gone and come home thinking that he's waiting for me inside. Those are sad days. [When you spend everyday with someone, its hard to know how to function properly when they're gone.]

It's 3 days (i counted that on my fingers) 'till camp. I want to be excited about it but i'm too worried to look forward to a week away from home. I am, however, looking forward to seeing people I haven't seen in forever-people I love. Everything has been a bit mixed up lately, there have been too many strong emotions in my brain and now i think its a bit tired.

[today-one year]today is special because we've been going out for 10months. this is an achievement for me (everyday is an achievement for me)

2days ago I finished the inheritance series. I'm not sure if i can recommend it-some parts were good, but mostly it just reminded me of lord of the rings and how much better lord of the rings is. (can you wish some lovely weather on capetown?)

burgers and a boyfriend

I'm coming to the last of my green jelly, and all I want now is real food. or nutella.
[I found some of my food pictures. I can hardly keep going down the green-jelly road when I look at these]

what the heck? How is this a food picture? [its lovely to look at all the same]

ohgosh. the weather outside is wonderful. I just want to be at the beach- in the sun. not inside under my blanket with a headache. [the weekend is almost upon us!! something to make me happier]
peace out x

cinderella

“ For with each dawn, she found new hope that someday, her dreams of happiness would come true." -Cinderella

happy tuesday. ordinarily i love tuesdays and today was good. yes, it was. However this insane capetown wind (which blows even though its sunny outside) becomes a bit much after four days.

[my dad is home from north africa]so im sorry ive failed at blogging these past few days. its been a little hectic here. too hectic for my liking. i just want to crawl into bed and sleep for a few days - or until the bags under my eyes have disappeared.
[agh. wishwishwish]
sleeptight.

tuesdays child is full of grace

goodmorning children. If you were born on a tuesday then you supposedly have grace. I was born on a monday, which obviously makes me an exception to this little poem/rhyme thing.
[the biggest cupcake picture i could find. it looks amazing but there is no way ill be baking today- im still trying to finish my christmas biscuits]

it was happy and sunny when i woke up, and it still is, but now the wind is blowing so hard i can't go outside for fear of being blown over.

Im re-reading Harry Potter. War&Peace was a bit too heavy for me while suntanning. ilove Harry Potter, id forgotten just how much i enjoyed reading them.
[a pretty serious craving for this at the moment]

Always be a poet, even in prose. -Charles Baudelaire

death

thursday! Today I had a ministry training conference all day and our speakers were amazing because well, they just were and they were all from england* yay england.so i thought that amongst my favourite pictures from this past week id put some "death" quotes up, its just important to think about it :)

Oh, may I join the choir invisible
Of those immortal dead who live again.
~George Eliot, The Choir Invisible

For death is no more than a turning of us over from time to eternity. ~William Penn

And they die an equal death - the idler and the man of mighty deeds. ~Homer, Iliad

There's nothing certain in a man's life except this: That he must lose it. ~Aeschylus, Agamemnon

The day which we fear as our last is but the birthday of eternity. ~Seneca

i have way too many food posts. here is another food post

I have declared today to be post-pictures-of-the-most-beautiful-yummy-food-day. so here they are. [just for you M]

omwomwomwomwomw. this food. looks. freaking. amazing

Yay! dont you just want to eat cake after that? cake or oreos* Im trying to fill the void with icecream and chocolate sauce. its doing a pretty good job.

shes a problem to solve

maryjane* I wish i had enough words to say how happy you make me feel and just how special you are but i dont [so im giving you pictures instead]
[a blog cupcake- for your birthday*]

[the most beautiful, romantic thing you can think of, with fireworks]

[the truth]

[how,much of your life can be explained by gosssip girl]

[a clothing fairytale]

[stars]

[the lips and the nails- im lying, actually everything in this photo reminds me of you]

[highheels, yes please]

[the mysteriousness of the moon]

[over-the-top nails, or just painted nails]

[oneday we shall go to tiffanys]

[fairylights]

ihope you had a wonderful birthday. I love you very much
[your light is ultraviolet]

a chilled day and an amazing milkshake

happy heritage day south africa :)
I started today with the best way to start a day. by going to gym and then braaing*
[how romantic is this picture?]

in other news, I finally finished Emma* and im now reading L'abri and then on to Tender is the night or another thomas hardy.... hmmm. tonight my family and I went to watch The Other Guys, its lame dont see it. On the plus side I had the most amazing cookies and cream milkshake I have ever had [truelove]

now to bed and dreamworld*
"no guilt in life, no fear in death. This is the power of Christ in me"
night all

a happy saturday morning

dear blog: sorry for the neglect these past few days, ive been too busy doing nothing. Today feels beautiful justlike this quote.

"A perfect summer day is when the sun is shining,

the breeze is blowing,

the birds are singing, and the lawn mower is broken." -James Dent

This summer I would like to read Gerald Durrells books, because ithink he is amazing and I havent read them in forever. Bleh. now to gym.
peace out

2legit2quit

yay friday! thisweek had been ridiculous. bleh. But today i whalewatched with B and J and ate honey icecream. and Ive started reading Treasure Island which is cute and makes me think of Pirates of the Caribbean hm*
[ilovesorbet]

Some happy lookbooking.How do people manage to look this good naturally?

I dont look like this in pictures. Lame.

Dear lady: may I please have your t-shirt, and your rings, and your pants?

have a happy friday*
stay sweet (to be said like Rod)